all it takes is a moment to decide

oh sweet moment....when did u start...when did you end ....
are you alive...are you dead....

all it takes is a single breath......a blink of an eye.....and you go by.....
u exist...u cease to exist.......

is it ur life....is it a game....

As i sit in my cubicle
turning into an icicle
a thought strikes me as rather strange

For a head so void
and so constantly toyed
it should nt be surprising if i turn out deranged

As i wallow in my lassitude
silently berating my attitude
I realise im no more than a slug on the grass

For pointless i am, and ugly too
straining to fit the proverbial shoe
i realise i ll never be first class

Claustraphobiaaaaaaaaaa !!!

Claustraphobia is starting to hit !!!

Need to escape, even if for a bit. 

All the candles that were once lit

have started to go off bit by bit

as i sink deeper into this shit

i find my soul starting to split

left with nothing! No thought, no wit!

just an aching need to have my throat slit !!!

Starting from scratch

Its been a while,
Since I have sung a song,
I've lost my voice,
I feel I don't belong ..

My friends far away,
We say nothing, but, hey,
Before we let that boat sink,
We need another drink ..

Is this what life is,
Like the beginning of the month,
With coffers full of gold,
And a heart full of hope,
Asking us to start over ?

A stranger somewhere did some good,
But with not a loud enough sound,
For a mob set a city to fire,
And in this madness, it drowned ..

On the the cusp of mankind,
We fight these petty wars,
How long before we find,
All it leaves are the terrible scars ..

Is this how it feels,
To sing another song,
To have another drink,
To have a little peace,
To start from scratch ?

Skies are crying,
i am watching,
catching tear drops in my hands.
Only silence as it's ending,
like we never had a chance.
Do you have to make me feel,
Like there's nothing left of me!!

Solar smile

Dazzling, the last time I checked,
Accompanied by showers of lightning and a warm embrace,
With a kiss on either side, like the sweet Venus of the day and night,
Flash me your solar smile, my love, one more time ..

State of denial

Listen to their cries of help ..

Listen to nobody ..

Listen to what they cry about ..

Listen to the nothing they say ..

You and the one next to you,

See no one in rue ..

For power your brothers you slew,

Nobody just grew ..

You're an old man now, time just flew,

Nobody would feel sorry for you ..

Chasing fame, fortune and greed,

Shaking hands blind,

And those sanctions you signed,

A deal with the devil you agreed,

The sight of all the gold,

Making you nothing but bold,

But at the end of the candle,
You knew you would stumble ..

Little did you know you'd be so washed up,

Nothing but another of humanity's hiccup ..

Today, the same rules, they would apply,

Say all you want, no one will hear you deny ..

You were just living in a

State of denial ..

There was never turning back from this

State of denial ..