Random thoughts of her

I find myself, dreaming,
While awake,  and sleeping,
And I find myself, humming,
While silent, and breathing ..

Thoughts of her cross my mind,
Of flashes of her smile,
And her hair like the nile,
Flowing in the wind ..

Taking me back to the time,
Walking with her, hand in hand,
On the road to a faraway land,
And I didn't even have to rhyme ..

I wake up with a jolt,
And all those thoughts bolt,
They were from a long time ago,
Yet they remain with me, like a distant echo,
Reminding me every moment,
They were real, not just another figment ..

These thoughts, they remain hidden deep,
They make my heart sing,
At these thoughts, I want to take another peep,
They make my heart beat,
These thoughts, my heart wants to keep,
Because these thoughts, they make my heart weep ..

Contemplation

Looking at the world below,

With the wind across my face,

Collecting my thoughts as they go,

Lost in a void, staring into space .. 

The feeling of the need to be alone,

With my wounds still sore,

Like a lone boat in a cyclone,

And the lonely wave breaking on the shore ..

The kings who rule the lands,
Seem to be playing a game with us pawns ..
And when it's the right hand,
I might not see tomorrow's dawn ..

What has this world come to ?
Why does tomorrow scream of nothingness ?
I pause in that thought,
As I aim my crosshair onto his head,
And pull that trigger,
And I continue to contemplate ..

Hipsters

Another glorious day,
Lets go murder,
Lets go plunder,
Let our minds go astray ..

It's just another coin,
It's just another life,
It's just another strife,
We can end it all with a knife ..

Hell, this is too much fun,
Let's leave another scar,
Let's start another war,
Let me become your tzar ..

But hey, you, hipster,
Why you doing good for ?
Stop it, before it catches on,
What good is peace for ?

Fade away

Fade away, bright star,
Fade away, into your slumber,
I'll sit with you, by the bar,
While you fade away, sober ..

Fade away, bright star,

Fade away, into the dark,

I'll play you a song on my guitar,

As you lose your spark ..

Fade away, bright star,
Fade away, into the distance,
Don't you leave a scar,
While you fade into the silence ..

Fade away, bright star,
Fade away, into the night,
This life might seem bizarre,
But come tomorrow, it'll all be alright ..

Whats in a line ?

whats in a line ???

planets align
nonsense divine
are you fine ?
you selfish swine !

is it a sign ?
you missed the deadline !
made the headline !!

lack a spine
nothing to define.
being refine

left incline
dine and wine
hers and mine 
quiet shoreline
bright skyline 

oh its past nine
more wine more wine

shine shine !

What in a line ? You may ask

wonder who put you up to the task

in the company of friends you bask
with flasks and casks
is that your mask!?

all it takes is a moment to decide

oh sweet moment....when did u start...when did you end ....
are you alive...are you dead....

all it takes is a single breath......a blink of an eye.....and you go by.....
u exist...u cease to exist.......

is it ur life....is it a game....

As i sit in my cubicle
turning into an icicle
a thought strikes me as rather strange

For a head so void
and so constantly toyed
it should nt be surprising if i turn out deranged

As i wallow in my lassitude
silently berating my attitude
I realise im no more than a slug on the grass

For pointless i am, and ugly too
straining to fit the proverbial shoe
i realise i ll never be first class

Claustraphobiaaaaaaaaaa !!!

Claustraphobia is starting to hit !!!

Need to escape, even if for a bit. 

All the candles that were once lit

have started to go off bit by bit

as i sink deeper into this shit

i find my soul starting to split

left with nothing! No thought, no wit!

just an aching need to have my throat slit !!!

Starting from scratch

Its been a while,
Since I have sung a song,
I've lost my voice,
I feel I don't belong ..

My friends far away,
We say nothing, but, hey,
Before we let that boat sink,
We need another drink ..

Is this what life is,
Like the beginning of the month,
With coffers full of gold,
And a heart full of hope,
Asking us to start over ?

A stranger somewhere did some good,
But with not a loud enough sound,
For a mob set a city to fire,
And in this madness, it drowned ..

On the the cusp of mankind,
We fight these petty wars,
How long before we find,
All it leaves are the terrible scars ..

Is this how it feels,
To sing another song,
To have another drink,
To have a little peace,
To start from scratch ?

Skies are crying,
i am watching,
catching tear drops in my hands.
Only silence as it's ending,
like we never had a chance.
Do you have to make me feel,
Like there's nothing left of me!!