Random thoughts of her

I find myself, dreaming,
While awake,  and sleeping,
And I find myself, humming,
While silent, and breathing ..

Thoughts of her cross my mind,
Of flashes of her smile,
And her hair like the nile,
Flowing in the wind ..

Taking me back to the time,
Walking with her, hand in hand,
On the road to a faraway land,
And I didn't even have to rhyme ..

I wake up with a jolt,
And all those thoughts bolt,
They were from a long time ago,
Yet they remain with me, like a distant echo,
Reminding me every moment,
They were real, not just another figment ..

These thoughts, they remain hidden deep,
They make my heart sing,
At these thoughts, I want to take another peep,
They make my heart beat,
These thoughts, my heart wants to keep,
Because these thoughts, they make my heart weep ..

Contemplation

Looking at the world below,

With the wind across my face,

Collecting my thoughts as they go,

Lost in a void, staring into space .. 

The feeling of the need to be alone,

With my wounds still sore,

Like a lone boat in a cyclone,

And the lonely wave breaking on the shore ..

The kings who rule the lands,
Seem to be playing a game with us pawns ..
And when it's the right hand,
I might not see tomorrow's dawn ..

What has this world come to ?
Why does tomorrow scream of nothingness ?
I pause in that thought,
As I aim my crosshair onto his head,
And pull that trigger,
And I continue to contemplate ..