Did you know ?

Did you know ?
You see my lack of willpower,
And call me lazy,
But that's only because I don't know what I'm looking for ..

Did you know ?
I might seem very distant,
When I meet new people,
Only because I'm just too nice to pass a judgment ..

Did you know ?
When you talk to me about money,
I get all polite and formal,
Only because losing you could prove more costly ..

Did you know ?
Every time I smile at you,
When you make fun of me,
Only because I think its too early to say adieu ..

Did you know ?
I can pretend very well,
And that I can hardly lie,
I'm indifferent to hell,
Would hardly mind if I die,
Will side with you when you rebel,
But deep it would hurt when you say goodbye,
Did you know that's just me hiding in my shell !